More Bad News. Is There Any Other Kind?

I had hoped to start a new cycle on medication today, but instead got more bad news. The ultrasound showed a pretty big cyst on my only ovary. It's not a huge shock, since I've been having pain for the last few weeks. Looks like I'll have to be on the pill for awhile in hopes of having a clean ultrasound next time.

This is exactly the situation that happened last April. We had finally gotten up the courage to try again for a pregnancy, but I got a cyst and had to go on the pill. Being on the pill while wanting desperately to get pregnant is just adding depression on top of scary severe depression. And it really doesn't help the situation that my already messed up hormones are constantly being manipulated with all kinds of drugs.