It's so wonderful to know that we have embryos growing, but strange that they are growing in a distant lab and not in me. It feels a little like when my first son was in the NICU after he was born. He was in the hospital for five days but I was discharged after one. I felt terrible leaving my tiny baby there. He should have been OK, but somehow my body hadn't worked right and he hadn't been able to grow properly. I should have been able to take care of him and give him everything he needed, but instead I had to leave him in the care of others. And now again, my body doesn't work right. My embryos have been left in the care of others. I actually wish someone else could continue growing them for me for the next nine months, but tomorrow they will be in my Womb of Doom. Please pray they survive.
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Sending lots of prayers!!
Hooray for the embryos!!!! I loved hearing the updates and cell counts!!! Can't wait to hear how yours go!
On a side note, I have to say that reading Womb of Doom just broke my heart.
I'm so sorry for so many things but praying that this is a miraculous blessing for you!!!!
xoxo
Will be thinking of you and your hubby tomorrow:) Sending Lots of sticky vibes your way!!!!
Oh the Womb of Doom. I know it's morbid but I like that and I shall be using it to refer to my own somewhat stupid uterus that refuses to do it's job.
I hope your WoD does NOT live up to its name and your little embabies stick in there for the long haul.
xxx
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